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I'm Reba. I'm 16. I'm am a confused child, in my opinion. Most people think I'm this happy little teenager that has a great family and amazing friends.The truth is I don't see it that way. I mean yea, I might have a better family then some but, it can be just as bad for me like everyone else. I hate being around loud people, which my family is. Then, with my friends... I moved away from most of my friends and I really only have like one or two where I live. I don't talk to many people and I have major trust issues because of previous problems. I also have many 'mently' like issues. I think way too much and let things drag to my heart. I also am so emotional it's like I have extra emotion that kills me inside. So, I'm more troubled then people think.

My life consists of writing, music, drawing and friends. I've always been a music child, since I was born. I've learned that I love writing and drawing. My writing and drawing helps me express things and my emotions. I'm just trying to find my place in this world and writing helps with that. My friends are amazing and I try to keep the real ones as close as I can. I am religious and believe in God. That is me.

I am an awkward person. I am a child. I am a loner/beatnik. I can be easy to relate to. Most people say I'm awesome and can be a free spirit. I really am not sure about that, though. I'm not really sure of anything right now. I'm really lost in my thought process now-a-days. I know that I will speak my mind though. I'm an honest person and will tell you things to your face. Sometimes I'm just pathetic, in my opinion. I can be very self-conscious.

I love helping people and making them smile. Even when I hate a day or anything I'll always be there and my best for helping and laughs. Seeing people laugh, smile and feel better always helps me. I'm always here for people and expecially my friends.

I've learned that most people will dissapoint you, even yourself. I'm learning how to accept that and continue to grow. I know that when you put your trust and faith into someone it can take many times to screw up, many times to forgive, and one time to kill your friendship. I've had many friends in my life time. Most of my real friends don't live near me, now. I've learned that if a friend is true you can stop talking for months and yet still be best friends and still love each other like you just met in kindergarden. If you're going to trust them, then trust them but, if they lose your trust, they lose it. It can also we worth giving someone more than a second chance but, be cautious with your trust.

I'm not a major relationship chick. I haven't really had any. I usually off better by myself but, love is a wonderous thing. If you have it you should try to keep as long as you can. Being in love, kissing and enjoying company is always great. I believe in love at first sight and I believe you can love more than one person at once and they can be opposite genders. I believe love is something that can be shared between a man and women, a man and man, and a women and a women. Love is love. End of Story. I love and support gays. A lot of my friends are gay. I love them the way they are.

I believe everything happens for a reason even if you hate it or you do not understand it. Everytime I get mad or upset because of something that is going on or something I have to deal with but, in the end I see why I had to deal with it. If I didn't deal with at least half the crap I've been through I would be a completely different person. I know for a fact that a lot of times I wish I could just go back and change many, many things I've done with my life. The hard part is that sometimes you cannot live with some things you've done. The only worse thing then wanting to change your past is when people think you've changed, in a bad way. The only thing I have to say to that is that I'm finding my way throughout this hell and what you see is me. Full blown me. If you don't like it you can leave. NO one said you had to like me. I will always be myself no matter how much I can hate things in my past.<3

-Reba Maye<3
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